It was a
morning at the hillside
It was Kafka
in Hand, coffee on the table
It was junk
in the bedroom
It was all
perfect.
The graves
were still and the grass wet with dew.
Woe to
formalism I was allowed to smoke two joints of marijuana as I woke up,
I was allowed
to drink ten bottles of beer and throw up at 10 in the morning.
I was allowed
to kick off my shoes and run through fields of wheat
Nobody to
stop me as I trampled on standing crop.
The men who
grew them were busy committing suicide.
In our
democracy it's raining.
It's raining
in Kerala, Kerala and Assam, Assam, Assam and Gujarat and in Karnataka.
Where are thou
O banana moon?
I dream of a
sheep-skin clad shaman illuminating a room full of mirrors, it reminds me of
the Holocaust.
Restless
minds are screaming at ringing cell phones.
I read about
Allen Ginsberg, and I read about mutual funds
I read about
belts of marijuana and about shopping malls.
My
ex-girlfriend calls up to tell me that death seems so alluring.
Reading about
tranquil minds wanting to return to the womb, experiencing anti-Semitism.
Will you ever
make noise democracy?
Will you ever
stop selling yourself to nuclear hegemony?
Will you tell
the white man not to kill the likes of you anymore?
Will you tell
Uncle Sam that justice is not what he dictates?
Will you
speak about Mutiny with pride ever?
When will you
get drunk democracy?
When will you
do drunken crazy things?
When will the
Time Magazine recognize you democracy?
When will you
hear millions of mothers crying in your villages at vermillion dawn?
When will the
lights come back in Vidharva, In Vidharva, Vidharva, Vidhrva and in Andhra
Pradesh, And In Bengal….
Will you ever
get stoned and stone the barbwires in Singur?
Will you ever
be happy with you life democracy?
Will you be
Pagan once more.